Tuesday, February 23, 2021

 im too insane to explain and you are too normal to understand...

We are not same

Some alien sometime asks why is that I am not on SNS? what do think it is? Of Couse, it's boring.. what does the meaning SNS could have without any friend?  

 day by day I realize more and more how fucked up this world is...

 A listener needs a listener too..

 πŸ˜­

Help me ~

I want to run, 

I want to free, 

I want to smile, 

Will I ever find my way? 

It's been eating me little by little, 

 i don't want to stay....

It's like you gotta stay busy so you don't get caught up in your thoughts...


 Sometimes a hug is everything a person needs...

Are you selfish too?

 

 im saying goodbye little by little and no one notices....

 im used to being alone. however, it weights heavy sometimes...

Why am I crying..???? 😭

 I'm in my head again...

Loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere..

I know what it feels like to be lonely and invisible...


 Someday you will find your place in the world..


Monday, February 22, 2021

 I just don't seem worth anymore..

Who do you see in front of your mirror?  

 Have you ever wonder why do we have limitation? why does everyone not same? why does every colure have millions of shades? why are we human?

 Have you ever  thought just how much lonely a God could be? I am sure it must be painful...

they feel too..

 Society? Modern? Development? Sorry, I have already lost my interest.

#StopRape

Hey, am I exist? 😭😭

am I not a ghost, right...???

I could always stay silent alone in class, day by day.. weeks by weeks.. and years by years too.

I could always eat my lunch alone...

 

 Hehehe, that's okay....

nothing's new though 

Am I weird ?
Then why did those my classmate says?

Why is there no one beside me? 

Teacher said to do group project right?

 

 Am I really that bad?

why

Why are people so complicated?  

 At least, let me have some good time...

I wish

 I wish I had a friend...

whom I could laugh with...

Slap me

 Someone slap me hard to get back to reality...

Sunday, February 21, 2021

Friend.....

 are we friend, though?

is it okay to be have friend? i dunno

Bullying

 One of the most digesting thing one can do...

God, why are silent? 😒

Have you asked?

    Have you ever thought why does every one of us is dissatisfy with our life or things as such? why can't we be happy or at least satisfy with whatever we have? why are we lonely even though we have hundreds of friends on SNS?? How can you smile or why does things make you cry? and who exactly are you? hehehe...  

My blood sweat tears,
My cold breath
Take it all..... ♥πŸ•Š

 I have met so many heroes in my life

Gave me the strength and courage to survive
Gave me the power to smile everyday
Now it's my turn to be the one to make you smile 🌸

Life hates us now. / Mafumafu ("Inochi ni Kirawareteiru")

  "Never say you want to die." "Live on without giving up!" They say everybody should sing a song like that. Frankly, we...